Where do I even begin?
Today, magical events took place… But before I can begin to speak of those magical things, I have to tell you the back story.
The other day, I got a new phone. I ended up switching from an iPhone to an Android. Now, me, being the idiot that I am, thought that Pikachu was ignoring me. Little did I know, all of his messages were sending to my old phone through iMessage. Honestly, I began to think that he was just ignoring me.
This thought made me incredibly sad, and gave me the idiotic idea to text my ex boyfriend, T. I straight up said that I wanted his dick. That lead into this whole conversation about how I wanted him to fuck me despite his lack of feels. Then we talked on the phone for about 3 hours and it turned into this whole super deep conversation where I cried a lot.
The next morning, Pikachu messaged me on meetme saying that he wanted to come home. We then discussed how he had sent me like 10 messages and I’d never replied… At that point, I realized how happy talking to him had made me. And how relieved I was that he hadn’t given up on me. We talked nonstop from that point on.
Then Pikachu got home yesterday from Chicago, which leads to the majesticness that was earlier today. I texted him and was like, “Yo, hang out with me.” To which he did not resist. We went to this really cute garden place and walked around, then we went and hung around in a couple shopping centers. After that, we went back to Pikachu’s house where he introduced me to his dog, chinchilla, and his hamster. Then we just chilled and talked. It was actually really cool, and I enjoyed it a lot… Things just feel safe with him, and super chill.
After we’d hung out for a while, he took me home and then we stood outside of my house and talked. This kid, let’s call him Obnoxious, who’s basically my little brother would not stop harassing us. I was ready to kill him. Legitly right before Pikachu went home, he hugged me twice. Then I mumbled under my breath, “I really want to kiss you, but I’m not going to.”
His response to that was, “That’s right!” And he began making his way to his car. I asked why and he told me that he wasn’t going to kiss me in front of the child.
But Obnoxious had run a little bit up the street, so then Pikachu said that he didn’t think he could see us and ran over and kissed me goodbye.
It wasn’t any insane lip action, just a little peck… But it was very sweet, and I honestly loved the innocence of it and the whole action itself very much. It was perfect. Maybe it doesn’t sound like it, but it really was… Especially since I’m leaving town for a week tomorrow and wasn’t going to see him for a while. I’m super glad it happened today. Hopefully it will give him something to think about while I’m gone.
Just a little while ago, I called T and told him I didn’t want him in my life anymore. It felt amazing. I feel so incredibly free and like everything now is going to be so so good. I’m excited to see where things go without T, and with Pikachu. It seems as though I’ve actually found a decent guy this time, so things should be interesting.
~CC.
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